C. A. Friend

Christian A. Friend is a 30-something year old, African American male living in Charlotte, NC. Christian describes himself as a "Child of God and Servant of Humanity". This blog contains his poetry, stories and musings that focus on relationships, politics, music, movies and his Christian faith.

Monday, November 24, 2014

POWERFUL AND EFFECTIVE PRAYER!

The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective. James 5:16b (NIV)

As believers in Jesus the Christ, many of us know this scripture. However, we often feel as though our own prayers are not getting through. We may feel that are prayers are not effective at all and certainly not powerful. What is wrong? Are we praying in error?

Beloved, we are blessed as believers in Jesus the Christ because the word of God offers us answers to all of our questions. If we want our prayers to be powerful and effective we can find solutions in the word of God. Even in the scripture of above we receive the first part of our answer. The scripture reveals that for our prayers to be powerful and effective then we must first be righteous.

How then do we become righteous? Again the word of God offers solutions. Romans 3:22 tells us that, “this righteousness is given through faith in Jesus the Christ to all who believe”. Understand, that our actions, works, or behaviors do not determine weather or not we are righteous in God’s eyes. It is our faith in Jesus the Christ as the risen savior that makes us right in the eyes of God. Once we accept Jesus the Christ, the Holy Spirit in us will motivate us to good works and behaviors. Ephesians 2:18 further explain that it is  “through him [Jesus the Christ, that] we both have access to the Father by one Spirit”. When we accept Jesus the Christ as Lord and Savior we gain access to the Kingdom of God.

In Mark 11:24, Jesus the Christ gives us more instruction on our prayer lives when he says, “therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours”. You see Beloved, we must understand that when we accept Jesus the Christ we become children of the Most High, All-Powerful, All-Seeing, All-Knowing God who created the heavens and the earth. If we are the beloved children of an all-powerful God then we have access to everything and all things are possible. When you pray you must have this complete understanding and, furthermore, you must believe this in your heart.

You may say that you are saved and you do believe in your heart that God is capable to do all things; yet your prayers fail in power and effectiveness. James 4:2 goes on to explain that sometime our prayers are lacking because, “when you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures”. You see beloved, we often asked for things we WANT. However, as disciples of Jesus the Christ we are to be subject to the will of God, not our own will. Remember that, “I shall not want”. We must trust that God has a perfect plan to prosper us in every way. Therefore when we pray our motive should be for God’s will to be done, not our own.  In Matthew 6, when Jesus the Christ instructs the disciples how to pray, he is not telling them to memorize that specific prayer. He is offering us all a roadmap on how to approach God in a way that unleashes the powerful will of God into our lives. We pray to God that, “thy will be done”.

Beloved, do you want to pray powerful and effective prayers? Then accept Christ as you personal Lord and Savior, believe in the awesome power of God, and pray that not your will, but His will, be done in your life. This unleashes the power of God in every circumstance.

Blessings!


Brother Christian

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Monday, January 28, 2013

Loving the Unlovable


This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you. Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. (John 15:12-13)

I want to tell you a story. It is the story of a relationship. For the purposes of clarity I will say that this is the relationship between a husband and a wife. When they met she was quite a bit younger than he was. They both knew that he had a maturity and wisdom that she lacks but they also knew immediately they were soul mates. Now this man was a man of means. This man had power, status, and money. The whole world was at his disposal. This made him very attractive to her and he was smitten with her and they married. 

He gave her everything she could ever need. There were times that she would ask for things and he would say no. However, he only said no when he knew what she wanted would hurt her. He lavished her with love, gifts, loyalty, faithfulness, and understand. He was always available to her. He was an incredible listener.  He was literally the perfect husband. 

She, on the other hand was not perfect. She had a rough childhood and was still holding onto some issues. Perhaps greatest among these was that she didn’t really know who she was. Identity issues. Low self-esteem. She knew deep in her heart that her husband gave her every good thing and only withheld things that were bad for her. He knew that in the past she had some issues with drugs and his one rule with her. Don't do drugs. That was it. 

Well she would go hang out with her girlfriends and they would say, "Why shouldn't you do drugs? It's your life. Who does he think he is? You can do whatever you want."

She started hearing this and when she kept hearing it, she started believing it. Soon enough she was at the house mad with him and she started doing drugs in the house. A bad habit developed. Now the husband didn't want her on drugs. He loved her. He wanted to give her everything she wanted but he knew this was no good for her. He sent her to rehab. She was heart broken. He begged her to stay in the marriage. He wanted the relationship, but she was mad and she cheated on him in rehab. He took her back. Eventually, She left rehab and started living on the street. 

She started selling her body for drugs. When she hit rock bottom he took her back. She relapsed. Stole everything she could from the house and sold it. Smoked it up and gave the rest to her pimp. When the money was gone she came crawling back. He smiled. Kissed her on the forehead. And told her, "I'm glad your home."

She couldn't understand why he loved her so much. Surely she did not deserve it. She wasn't rich, or famous, she didn't have much education. She wasn't even the most beautiful woman. When she asked him why he loved her all he could say was...."I chose you! You are my wife!"

She continued to cheat on him, lie to him. He kept taking her back. There were good times when she clean but she would go right back to drugs. Right back to the streets. 

What she didn't know is that every time she left he went right behind her. He would follow her, make sure she was safe. Be there for her to intervene a bit. He couldn't be there all the time so he hired a team of detectives and bodyguards to watch her from a distance. 

One night she had fallen back into her drug habit. He asked her to go back to rehab. She cussed him so bad. Told him he didn't care. Told him that he didn't know how to protect her. She told him that deep down she was just an addict and a prostitute. Told him about how the pimp and the streets were better for her. She said that is where she belonged.  Then she STORMED out the house. He followed her right back to that same corner and same drug dealer she always went to. 

Well over the years the husband had been paying her drug debts. And in the past year she had accrued some debts that he was aware off but let go for a while thinking she would stay home this time. But now this drug dealer was after her and he didn't want money. He wanted her dead. See after accruing so much debt her money wouldn't cover the cost anymore. He had a reputation to protect and in that meant she had to die.  

When she returned to the corner that night the dealer saw her, pulled her behind a building saying her was going to get her some drugs. Pulled out a pistol and explained the situation. As he prepared to fire on her, her husband appeared. He had been following her. He ran towards them telling her to run. As he reached for the gun and a shot rang out POW!!! She ran. Not thinking for a second about what might happen to her husband. She only wanted to protect her own life. As she ran away she heard another shot POW!!!

She kept running. She ran all the way back to the house. Later that night she got a call from the police asking her to come downtown. She came. They asked her to identify two bodies. She did. One was her husband, the other was the dealer. She confessed. Told the whole story. But there where no charges to be pressed. She was let go. 

She wept all the way home. Went straight to the shower. She soaked there for more than an hour. Weeping. She got out and went into the bedroom trying to fight back the tears. She wanted to call someone but she had alienated everyone in her life except her faithful husband who had always stood by her. She noticed an envelope on the night stand with her name on it. It was her husband's handwriting. She quickly opened it. 

It read:

My dearest wife. I knew I would lose my life tonight. I was happy to sacrifice my life for yours. You will be well taken care of. Everything you need or can even imagine is left to you in a trust fund. I love you. I forgive you. Nothing you could ever do will ever change that. I forgive you. Please forgive yourself. You saw yourself as an unworthy drug addict and prostitute. But through my eyes you are perfect in every way. All I want is for you to prosper. Remember...You are my wife! I CHOSE YOU!

You see church we are that wife and Jesus is that husband. This story is not a perfect parallel to the Gospel but some of it holds true. We often want relationship with Jesus at times when it convenient and goes great for a bit. But then God doesn't give us the new car or the promotion. Or then God asks us to stop partying or cussing for our own good and we run back to sin. But this is how Jesus loved us. Even though we were unfaithful, untrue, and unruly; even though we had earned death he laid down his life for us, defeated death, and left us an inheritance. Jesus loves us even when we do not love ourselves. Jesus loves us even though we are unlovable. This is a real love. 

Hebrews 7:24-25
There are some things you have to understand to get this:
1. Jesus is a person not a concept. 
2. Jesus is alive not dead.
3. Jesus is involved and active and not uninvolved and passive. He intercedes to get you saved. He is working right here, right now to intercede FOR YOU. TO GET YOU SAVED! TO GET YOU WALKING IN YOUT FULL MEASURE OF FAITH!

If you are here today hearing this message then Jesus loves you. God is your father, HE CHOSE YOU! 

How do we know He loves us? (1 John 3:16a). He laid down his life for you. He gave YOU the greatest gift he could possible give. He is asking us to receive the gift that he is offering, a gift of forgiveness, a gift of life, a gift of love. We do this by believing in your heart and confessing with your mouth that Jesus is Lord. The beauty of it all is that Jesus not only died for our sins but that he rose from the dead so that he might send the inheritance of the Holy Spirit and freedom from the bondage of sin. Remember he is a person not a concept. He is alive not dead. He is active not passive. He works with the Holy Spirit to find a way to bless you. 

If you are saved then you have received the Holy Spirit (Romans 8:11). He is a person living in you.

Why? Once I am saved, what does Jesus want from me? 

Go back to verse 12 on John 15. He asks us this...I once loved you when you were unlovable. I forgave you. Now you take my spirit that is in you and allow it to conform your will to mine. Let my spirit in you love those that seem unlovable. I want you to love the cheater, the thief, the abuser, the fornicator, the drug user, the prostitute, and the drug dealer. You don't want you to love the things they do but I want you to love them.  I want you to love the sick, the imprisoned, the homeless, and the mentally ill. Love them with reckless abandon. Love them like this husband loved his wife. Love them like Jesus loves you. 


How did Jesus love? Back to 1 John 3:16.  Pay attention to this phrase "ought". The King James says, "OUGHT". The NIV says, "OUGHT". The Message translation says, "OUGHT"! The New Living Translation says, "OUGHT!" Ought is translated from the Greek word O-fA-lO. It means to owe, to be indebted to. Jesus purchased our salvation with his life. He purchases our freedom from sin with his life. He purchased our access to the kingdom with his life. Jesus loved us when we were unlovable. We owe it to Jesus to love those we deem as unlovable. Jesus laid down his life to us. We OUGHT to lay down our lives for our brethren.  

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Monday, August 20, 2012

Christian Soldier


I'm a Christian Soldier and I'm standing on the front line, 
for real son We running out of time.
 Brothers pushin dimes, 
packin them nines; 
we sick. 
Shoulda been reachin for our gifts,
but we slipped; 
so we now we busy clutching on a forth fifth. 
Live by the sword die by the sword. 
Why you think its bodies fillin up the morgue?
Why you think it's ganstas,
kickin in your door?
We need more,
then this trife life,
livin out of spite.
Stop seekin darkness,
reach for the the light.
His name is Jesus Christ,
and He got a plan for your life.
He offers you peace,
He offers you love,
He offers you guidance,
Straight from above.
Don't deny him,
Jesus has everything you need
And I came to plant this seed

You a Christian soldier
And the Lord told ya
Be strong  I sent the holy spirit to mold ya

Battle lines is drawn,
time to get it on.
Your put to the test,
strapped with ur vest.
It's death in flesh
the proof is obvious;
the pain in your chest
while you smokes that ces,
disease in the liver
while you drinking that liquor.
Soul is dying,
and your body getting sicker.
Every day,
you refuse to pray.
Investing in flesh like its the Dow Jones. 
The truth burns, 
And it's lessons to learn, 
but you steady taken losses like an economic downturn. 
You better grasp it, 
or you end up in the casket. 
All you get from sin  is death. 
It's only by his grace that you ain't dead yet. 
Got to make decisions when the rubber meets the road.
You get burnt up like oil in a hoopty 
Flesh being pressed And it's  time to turn a new leaf

You a Christian soldier
And the Lord told ya
Be patient
I sent the holy spirit to mold yo

You always stressing
while Gods always offers blessings
and peace.
Come on fam,
let the nonsense cease.
When the enemy charges,
do you run with fright,
or will you hold it down
stand and fight.
Your a solider and Gods in command
Gotta surrender your will
and follow his plan.
Seek him first
and things will be added
But we seeking money
Like a fien or an addict
Like Bizzle said its God over Money
Seek the wisdom of God
Not the things of a dummy
Hold it down soldier
And remember what I told Ya
It time to get right
Just let the holy spirit mold ya.

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Monday, May 30, 2011

Battle Lines

There's a war going on inside I'm not safe from,
I can run and hide from these demons or I can face em.
I've been trying to use mind to provide
The weapons to stay on the front line,
but its clear that my line
is breaking.
I even considered fighting a safe battle from a distance
but I'd be faking.
The stakes are too high,
for me to provide anything less than my greatest attempt.
Occasionally I doubt that victory is possible,
and in those moments I'm forced to repent.
Forced to withdraw the offer to the enemy
that I sent suggesting that we could live peacefully.
It is him against me and soon we will see which one will survive,
supplies run low but I call on the one who promised to provide.
All that I need,
all I can see,
all that I dream,
is well within reach.
As the doors open up,
I'm pushed in the water,
and I am storming the beach.
The enemy's close and its easy to cringe,
so its on my faith that this whole thing does hinge.
In the cliffs I see my own eyes firing on me,
but the spirit in me is fortified with much stronger artillery.
I envision the day when I ascend the cliffs and plant the flag in the earth,
and on that day, while you mourn my death, I will celebrate birth.

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Friday, December 10, 2010

December 10th Prayer

I praise your holy name Jesus.
All praise be to the most high God,
of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.
God of David,
Father of Jesus the Christ.
My Lord and Savior,
my all and everything.
I completely surrender to you.
I fall on my knees,
and praise continually flows from my heart.
The highest praise is due to you lord,
it continually flows from my heart.
Create in me a clean heart.
Renew my mind.
Restore a right spirit in me.
Make me a pure vessel.
Fill me with your spirit Lord.
I surrender to your will.
I surrender to your spirit.
use me as you see fit.
Use me to manifest your will on the earth.
Use me
Send me
Mold me
Form me
Use me Lord
Use me Lord
Do with your servant as you see fit
Use me Lord
In Jesus' holy name I pray.

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Tuesday, September 07, 2010

My First Book is Now Available

My first book is now available for purchase and getting rave reviews. You can purchase it here www.lulu.com/cafriend

Vegas Tomorrow

Headed home right now,

to pack these bags.

Vegas tomorrow to perfect my swag,

whole family rolling with me,

JJ Evans, Good Times.

Illmatic in the iPod,

the world in mine.

But the world is his,

and I’m just in it.

But surely I’m not of it,

cause I don’t love it.

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Money and Fame

I never thought I’d be tempted by money and fame,
but the tempter came and I consulted the King.
I passed the test,
'cause I let Jesus reign.

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Faith

Faith means being sure of the things we hope for and knowing that something is real even if we do not see it.
-- Hebrews 11:1

Monday, November 17, 2008

Three Wishes by Robert L. (3rd grade student in Charlotte)

1. I wish that my mom come back.
2. I wish that I was boss of everyone.
3. I wish that I had a lot of money.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Rest

Bury me in sweat pants, house shoes, and cut off sleeves so my tat can show,
A reminder of bondage but now set free,
I am headed home but don’t mourn for me.
If fact, I don’t need no church walls to contain this party,
I want kegs of beer and half-gallons of Bacardi.
Put the casket out back,
And let’s have a cookout.
Let my brother Kendo get on the wheels,
While the Saint’s pull the book out,
To check for my name.
I want Common and Tupac playin’
I want an MC to spit a ridiculous verse,
Before putting my casket in a Mercedes hearse.
Who would do the eulogy?
Don Magic Juan?
Nah, that ain’t me.
Just a moment of silence before they put me in the ground,
Just let my life speak.
I am now deceased.
So if you got something to say,
Speak now or forever hold your peace.

Faith, Hope, and Love,

CA

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Barack Obama's "A More Perfect Union" Speech

Tues., March. 18, 2008
PHILADELPHIA

Two hundred and twenty one years ago, in a hall that still stands across the street, a group of men gathered and, with these simple words, launched America's improbable experiment in democracy. Farmers and scholars; statesmen and patriots who had traveled across an ocean to escape tyranny and persecution finally made real their declaration of independence at a Philadelphia convention that lasted through the spring of 1787.

The document they produced was eventually signed but ultimately unfinished. It was stained by this nation's original sin of slavery, a question that divided the colonies and brought the convention to a stalemate until the founders chose to allow the slave trade to continue for at least twenty more years, and to leave any final resolution to future generations.
Of course, the answer to the slavery question was already embedded within our Constitution - a Constitution that had at is very core the ideal of equal citizenship under the law; a Constitution that promised its people liberty, and justice, and a union that could be and should be perfected over time.

And yet words on a parchment would not be enough to deliver slaves from bondage, or provide men and women of every color and creed their full rights and obligations as citizens of the United States. What would be needed were Americans in successive generations who were willing to do their part - through protests and struggle, on the streets and in the courts, through a civil war and civil disobedience and always at great risk - to narrow that gap between the promise of our ideals and the reality of their time.

This was one of the tasks we set forth at the beginning of this campaign - to continue the long march of those who came before us, a march for a more just, more equal, more free, more caring and more prosperous America. I chose to run for the presidency at this moment in history because I believe deeply that we cannot solve the challenges of our time unless we solve them together - unless we perfect our union by understanding that we may have different stories, but we hold common hopes; that we may not look the same and we may not have come from the same place, but we all want to move in the same direction - towards a better future for of children and our grandchildren.

This belief comes from my unyielding faith in the decency and generosity of the American people. But it also comes from my own American story.

I am the son of a black man from Kenya and a white woman from Kansas. I was raised with the help of a white grandfather who survived a Depression to serve in Patton's Army during World War II and a white grandmother who worked on a bomber assembly line at Fort Leavenworth while he was overseas. I've gone to some of the best schools in America and lived in one of the world's poorest nations. I am married to a black American who carries within her the blood of slaves and slaveowners - an inheritance we pass on to our two precious daughters. I have brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, uncles and cousins, of every race and every hue, scattered across three continents, and for as long as I live, I will never forget that in no other country on Earth is my story even possible.

It's a story that hasn't made me the most conventional candidate. But it is a story that has seared into my genetic makeup the idea that this nation is more than the sum of its parts - that out of many, we are truly one.

Throughout the first year of this campaign, against all predictions to the contrary, we saw how hungry the American people were for this message of unity. Despite the temptation to view my candidacy through a purely racial lens, we won commanding victories in states with some of the whitest populations in the country. In South Carolina, where the Confederate Flag still flies, we built a powerful coalition of African Americans and white Americans.

This is not to say that race has not been an issue in the campaign. At various stages in the campaign, some commentators have deemed me either "too black" or "not black enough." We saw racial tensions bubble to the surface during the week before the South Carolina primary. The press has scoured every exit poll for the latest evidence of racial polarization, not just in terms of white and black, but black and brown as well. And yet, it has only been in the last couple of weeks that the discussion of race in this campaign has taken a particularly divisive turn.

On one end of the spectrum, we've heard the implication that my candidacy is somehow an exercise in affirmative action; that it's based solely on the desire of wide-eyed liberals to purchase racial reconciliation on the cheap. On the other end, we've heard my former pastor, Reverend Jeremiah Wright, use incendiary language to express views that have the potential not only to widen the racial divide, but views that denigrate both the greatness and the goodness of our nation; that rightly offend white and black alike.

I have already condemned, in unequivocal terms, the statements of Reverend Wright that have caused such controversy. For some, nagging questions remain. Did I know him to be an occasionally fierce critic of American domestic and foreign policy? Of course. Did I ever hear him make remarks that could be considered controversial while I sat in church? Yes. Did I strongly disagree with many of his political views? Absolutely - just as I'm sure many of you have heard remarks from your pastors, priests, or rabbis with which you strongly disagreed.
But the remarks that have caused this recent firestorm weren't simply controversial. They weren't simply a religious leader's effort to speak out against perceived injustice. Instead, they expressed a profoundly distorted view of this country - a view that sees white racism as endemic, and that elevates what is wrong with America above all that we know is right with America; a view that sees the conflicts in the Middle East as rooted primarily in the actions of stalwart allies like Israel, instead of emanating from the perverse and hateful ideologies of radical Islam.

As such, Reverend Wright's comments were not only wrong but divisive, divisive at a time when we need unity; racially charged at a time when we need to come together to solve a set of monumental problems - two wars, a terrorist threat, a falling economy, a chronic health care crisis and potentially devastating climate change; problems that are neither black or white or Latino or Asian, but rather problems that confront us all.

Given my background, my politics, and my professed values and ideals, there will no doubt be those for whom my statements of condemnation are not enough. Why associate myself with Reverend Wright in the first place, they may ask? Why not join another church? And I confess that if all that I knew of Reverend Wright were the snippets of those sermons that have run in an endless loop on the television and You Tube, or if Trinity United Church of Christ conformed to the caricatures being peddled by some commentators, there is no doubt that I would react in much the same way.

But the truth is, that isn't all that I know of the man. The man I met more than twenty years ago is a man who helped introduce me to my Christian faith, a man who spoke to me about our obligations to love one another; to care for the sick and lift up the poor. He is a man who served his country as a U.S. Marine; who has studied and lectured at some of the finest universities and seminaries in the country, and who for over thirty years led a church that serves the community by doing God's work here on Earth - by housing the homeless, ministering to the needy, providing day care services and scholarships and prison ministries, and reaching out to those suffering from HIV/AIDS.

In my first book, Dreams From My Father, I described the experience of my first service at Trinity:
"People began to shout, to rise from their seats and clap and cry out, a forceful wind carrying the reverend's voice up into the rafters….And in that single note - hope! - I heard something else; at the foot of that cross, inside the thousands of churches across the city, I imagined the stories of ordinary black people merging with the stories of David and Goliath, Moses and Pharaoh, the Christians in the lion's den, Ezekiel's field of dry bones. Those stories - of survival, and freedom, and hope - became our story, my story; the blood that had spilled was our blood, the tears our tears; until this black church, on this bright day, seemed once more a vessel carrying the story of a people into future generations and into a larger world. Our trials and triumphs became at once unique and universal, black and more than black; in chronicling our journey, the stories and songs gave us a means to reclaim memories that we didn't need to feel shame about…memories that all people might study and cherish - and with which we could start to rebuild."
That has been my experience at Trinity. Like other predominantly black churches across the country, Trinity embodies the black community in its entirety - the doctor and the welfare mom, the model student and the former gang-banger. Like other black churches, Trinity's services are full of raucous laughter and sometimes bawdy humor. They are full of dancing, clapping, screaming and shouting that may seem jarring to the untrained ear. The church contains in full the kindness and cruelty, the fierce intelligence and the shocking ignorance, the struggles and successes, the love and yes, the bitterness and bias that make up the black experience in America.

And this helps explain, perhaps, my relationship with Reverend Wright. As imperfect as he may be, he has been like family to me. He strengthened my faith, officiated my wedding, and baptized my children. Not once in my conversations with him have I heard him talk about any ethnic group in derogatory terms, or treat whites with whom he interacted with anything but courtesy and respect. He contains within him the contradictions - the good and the bad - of the community that he has served diligently for so many years.

I can no more disown him than I can disown the black community. I can no more disown him than I can my white grandmother - a woman who helped raise me, a woman who sacrificed again and again for me, a woman who loves me as much as she loves anything in this world, but a woman who once confessed her fear of black men who passed by her on the street, and who on more than one occasion has uttered racial or ethnic stereotypes that made me cringe.
These people are a part of me. And they are a part of America, this country that I love.
Some will see this as an attempt to justify or excuse comments that are simply inexcusable. I can assure you it is not. I suppose the politically safe thing would be to move on from this episode and just hope that it fades into the woodwork. We can dismiss Reverend Wright as a crank or a demagogue, just as some have dismissed Geraldine Ferraro, in the aftermath of her recent statements, as harboring some deep-seated racial bias.

But race is an issue that I believe this nation cannot afford to ignore right now. We would be making the same mistake that Reverend Wright made in his offending sermons about America - to simplify and stereotype and amplify the negative to the point that it distorts reality.
The fact is that the comments that have been made and the issues that have surfaced over the last few weeks reflect the complexities of race in this country that we've never really worked through - a part of our union that we have yet to perfect. And if we walk away now, if we simply retreat into our respective corners, we will never be able to come together and solve challenges like health care, or education, or the need to find good jobs for every American.
Understanding this reality requires a reminder of how we arrived at this point. As William Faulkner once wrote, "The past isn't dead and buried. In fact, it isn't even past." We do not need to recite here the history of racial injustice in this country. But we do need to remind ourselves that so many of the disparities that exist in the African-American community today can be directly traced to inequalities passed on from an earlier generation that suffered under the brutal legacy of slavery and Jim Crow.

Segregated schools were, and are, inferior schools; we still haven't fixed them, fifty years after Brown v. Board of Education, and the inferior education they provided, then and now, helps explain the pervasive achievement gap between today's black and white students.
Legalized discrimination - where blacks were prevented, often through violence, from owning property, or loans were not granted to African-American business owners, or black homeowners could not access FHA mortgages, or blacks were excluded from unions, or the police force, or fire departments - meant that black families could not amass any meaningful wealth to bequeath to future generations. That history helps explain the wealth and income gap between black and white, and the concentrated pockets of poverty that persists in so many of today's urban and rural communities.

A lack of economic opportunity among black men, and the shame and frustration that came from not being able to provide for one's family, contributed to the erosion of black families - a problem that welfare policies for many years may have worsened. And the lack of basic services in so many urban black neighborhoods - parks for kids to play in, police walking the beat, regular garbage pick-up and building code enforcement - all helped create a cycle of violence, blight and neglect that continue to haunt us.

This is the reality in which Reverend Wright and other African-Americans of his generation grew up. They came of age in the late fifties and early sixties, a time when segregation was still the law of the land and opportunity was systematically constricted. What's remarkable is not how many failed in the face of discrimination, but rather how many men and women overcame the odds; how many were able to make a way out of no way for those like me who would come after them.
But for all those who scratched and clawed their way to get a piece of the American Dream, there were many who didn't make it - those who were ultimately defeated, in one way or another, by discrimination. That legacy of defeat was passed on to future generations - those young men and increasingly young women who we see standing on street corners or languishing in our prisons, without hope or prospects for the future. Even for those blacks who did make it, questions of race, and racism, continue to define their worldview in fundamental ways. For the men and women of Reverend Wright's generation, the memories of humiliation and doubt and fear have not gone away; nor has the anger and the bitterness of those years. That anger may not get expressed in public, in front of white co-workers or white friends. But it does find voice in the barbershop or around the kitchen table. At times, that anger is exploited by politicians, to gin up votes along racial lines, or to make up for a politician's own failings.

And occasionally it finds voice in the church on Sunday morning, in the pulpit and in the pews. The fact that so many people are surprised to hear that anger in some of Reverend Wright's sermons simply reminds us of the old truism that the most segregated hour in American life occurs on Sunday morning. That anger is not always productive; indeed, all too often it distracts attention from solving real problems; it keeps us from squarely facing our own complicity in our condition, and prevents the African-American community from forging the alliances it needs to bring about real change. But the anger is real; it is powerful; and to simply wish it away, to condemn it without understanding its roots, only serves to widen the chasm of misunderstanding that exists between the races.

In fact, a similar anger exists within segments of the white community. Most working- and middle-class white Americans don't feel that they have been particularly privileged by their race. Their experience is the immigrant experience - as far as they're concerned, no one's handed them anything, they've built it from scratch. They've worked hard all their lives, many times only to see their jobs shipped overseas or their pension dumped after a lifetime of labor. They are anxious about their futures, and feel their dreams slipping away; in an era of stagnant wages and global competition, opportunity comes to be seen as a zero sum game, in which your dreams come at my expense. So when they are told to bus their children to a school across town; when they hear that an African American is getting an advantage in landing a good job or a spot in a good college because of an injustice that they themselves never committed; when they're told that their fears about crime in urban neighborhoods are somehow prejudiced, resentment builds over time.

Like the anger within the black community, these resentments aren't always expressed in polite company. But they have helped shape the political landscape for at least a generation. Anger over welfare and affirmative action helped forge the Reagan Coalition. Politicians routinely exploited fears of crime for their own electoral ends. Talk show hosts and conservative commentators built entire careers unmasking bogus claims of racism while dismissing legitimate discussions of racial injustice and inequality as mere political correctness or reverse racism.
Just as black anger often proved counterproductive, so have these white resentments distracted attention from the real culprits of the middle class squeeze - a corporate culture rife with inside dealing, questionable accounting practices, and short-term greed; a Washington dominated by lobbyists and special interests; economic policies that favor the few over the many. And yet, to wish away the resentments of white Americans, to label them as misguided or even racist, without recognizing they are grounded in legitimate concerns - this too widens the racial divide, and blocks the path to understanding.

This is where we are right now. It's a racial stalemate we've been stuck in for years. Contrary to the claims of some of my critics, black and white, I have never been so naïve as to believe that we can get beyond our racial divisions in a single election cycle, or with a single candidacy - particularly a candidacy as imperfect as my own.

But I have asserted a firm conviction - a conviction rooted in my faith in God and my faith in the American people - that working together we can move beyond some of our old racial wounds, and that in fact we have no choice is we are to continue on the path of a more perfect union.
For the African-American community, that path means embracing the burdens of our past without becoming victims of our past. It means continuing to insist on a full measure of justice in every aspect of American life. But it also means binding our particular grievances - for better health care, and better schools, and better jobs - to the larger aspirations of all Americans -- the white woman struggling to break the glass ceiling, the white man whose been laid off, the immigrant trying to feed his family. And it means taking full responsibility for own lives - by demanding more from our fathers, and spending more time with our children, and reading to them, and teaching them that while they may face challenges and discrimination in their own lives, they must never succumb to despair or cynicism; they must always believe that they can write their own destiny.

Ironically, this quintessentially American - and yes, conservative - notion of self-help found frequent expression in Reverend Wright's sermons. But what my former pastor too often failed to understand is that embarking on a program of self-help also requires a belief that society can change.

The profound mistake of Reverend Wright's sermons is not that he spoke about racism in our society. It's that he spoke as if our society was static; as if no progress has been made; as if this country - a country that has made it possible for one of his own members to run for the highest office in the land and build a coalition of white and black; Latino and Asian, rich and poor, young and old -- is still irrevocably bound to a tragic past. But what we know -- what we have seen - is that America can change. That is true genius of this nation. What we have already achieved gives us hope - the audacity to hope - for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

In the white community, the path to a more perfect union means acknowledging that what ails the African-American community does not just exist in the minds of black people; that the legacy of discrimination - and current incidents of discrimination, while less overt than in the past - are real and must be addressed. Not just with words, but with deeds - by investing in our schools and our communities; by enforcing our civil rights laws and ensuring fairness in our criminal justice system; by providing this generation with ladders of opportunity that were unavailable for previous generations. It requires all Americans to realize that your dreams do not have to come at the expense of my dreams; that investing in the health, welfare, and education of black and brown and white children will ultimately help all of America prosper.
In the end, then, what is called for is nothing more, and nothing less, than what all the world's great religions demand - that we do unto others as we would have them do unto us. Let us be our brother's keeper, Scripture tells us. Let us be our sister's keeper. Let us find that common stake we all have in one another, and let our politics reflect that spirit as well.
For we have a choice in this country. We can accept a politics that breeds division, and conflict, and cynicism. We can tackle race only as spectacle - as we did in the OJ trial - or in the wake of tragedy, as we did in the aftermath of Katrina - or as fodder for the nightly news. We can play Reverend Wright's sermons on every channel, every day and talk about them from now until the election, and make the only question in this campaign whether or not the American people think that I somehow believe or sympathize with his most offensive words. We can pounce on some gaffe by a Hillary supporter as evidence that she's playing the race card, or we can speculate on whether white men will all flock to John McCain in the general election regardless of his policies.
We can do that.

But if we do, I can tell you that in the next election, we'll be talking about some other distraction. And then another one. And then another one. And nothing will change.
That is one option. Or, at this moment, in this election, we can come together and say, "Not this time." This time we want to talk about the crumbling schools that are stealing the future of black children and white children and Asian children and Hispanic children and Native American children. This time we want to reject the cynicism that tells us that these kids can't learn; that those kids who don't look like us are somebody else's problem. The children of America are not those kids, they are our kids, and we will not let them fall behind in a 21st century economy. Not this time.

This time we want to talk about how the lines in the Emergency Room are filled with whites and blacks and Hispanics who do not have health care; who don't have the power on their own to overcome the special interests in Washington, but who can take them on if we do it together.
This time we want to talk about the shuttered mills that once provided a decent life for men and women of every race, and the homes for sale that once belonged to Americans from every religion, every region, every walk of life. This time we want to talk about the fact that the real problem is not that someone who doesn't look like you might take your job; it's that the corporation you work for will ship it overseas for nothing more than a profit.

This time we want to talk about the men and women of every color and creed who serve together, and fight together, and bleed together under the same proud flag. We want to talk about how to bring them home from a war that never should've been authorized and never should've been waged, and we want to talk about how we'll show our patriotism by caring for them, and their families, and giving them the benefits they have earned.

I would not be running for President if I didn't believe with all my heart that this is what the vast majority of Americans want for this country. This union may never be perfect, but generation after generation has shown that it can always be perfected. And today, whenever I find myself feeling doubtful or cynical about this possibility, what gives me the most hope is the next generation - the young people whose attitudes and beliefs and openness to change have already made history in this election.

There is one story in particularly that I'd like to leave you with today - a story I told when I had the great honor of speaking on Dr. King's birthday at his home church, Ebenezer Baptist, in Atlanta.

There is a young, twenty-three year old white woman named Ashley Baia who organized for our campaign in Florence, South Carolina. She had been working to organize a mostly African-American community since the beginning of this campaign, and one day she was at a roundtable discussion where everyone went around telling their story and why they were there.
And Ashley said that when she was nine years old, her mother got cancer. And because she had to miss days of work, she was let go and lost her health care. They had to file for bankruptcy, and that's when Ashley decided that she had to do something to help her mom.
She knew that food was one of their most expensive costs, and so Ashley convinced her mother that what she really liked and really wanted to eat more than anything else was mustard and relish sandwiches. Because that was the cheapest way to eat.

She did this for a year until her mom got better, and she told everyone at the roundtable that the reason she joined our campaign was so that she could help the millions of other children in the country who want and need to help their parents too.

Now Ashley might have made a different choice. Perhaps somebody told her along the way that the source of her mother's problems were blacks who were on welfare and too lazy to work, or Hispanics who were coming into the country illegally. But she didn't. She sought out allies in her fight against injustice.

Anyway, Ashley finishes her story and then goes around the room and asks everyone else why they're supporting the campaign. They all have different stories and reasons. Many bring up a specific issue. And finally they come to this elderly black man who's been sitting there quietly the entire time. And Ashley asks him why he's there. And he does not bring up a specific issue. He does not say health care or the economy. He does not say education or the war. He does not say that he was there because of Barack Obama. He simply says to everyone in the room, "I am here because of Ashley."

"I'm here because of Ashley." By itself, that single moment of recognition between that young white girl and that old black man is not enough. It is not enough to give health care to the sick, or jobs to the jobless, or education to our children.

But it is where we start. It is where our union grows stronger. And as so many generations have come to realize over the course of the two-hundred and twenty one years since a band of patriots signed that document in Philadelphia, that is where the perfection begins.

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I am sitting here about to cry. This is a hope that I have never felt before. A belief that my life and the lives of those who come after me can be judged as the life of a human being and not the life of a black man. That Dr. King’s dream is more than a dream now. I am thankful to God that Barack Obama has the courage, the audacity, to tell the truth on such a large scale. I am thankful for God for creating a Barack Obama, a man with the family, life experiences and education to give voice to all people. For the first time in my life, as I cry, I thank God that I am an American.

Faith, Hope, and Love,

CA

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Friday, February 15, 2008

Swing Low

I was mulling over this issue of historic grief and oppression and how I deal with this issue in my life. I thought about whether to go to a plantation or a slave port and who should be with me. I imagined myself and my cousin going on either of these trips and I realized how important it is to me that someone be able to empathize with me. I need someone to identify with me and be able to understand the pain that I feel and how I have internalized the oppression that my ancestors were victims of.

Flashes of my family’s history, Roots by Alex Haley, a downtown slave market in Fayetteville. Right in the middle of the square, right in the middle of the city, my people were displayed and examined, next to the sheep, and cows, and hogs; next to the other imports and exports. How? Why? Did no one standing there and just yell out, “STOP THIS! THESE ARE PEOPLE NOT ANIMALS! THESE ARE HUMAN BEINGS! YOU MUST STOP THIS!” In a “Christian” Nation, did someone not say, “THIS IS AN AFRONT TO GOD! THIS IS A SIN!”

Is no one saying it now? Is no one reminding the country how hypocritical it is?

In a matter of three or four generations my people have gone from slaves to presidential candidates. And yet is so appropriate that even when an African American becomes a presidential candidate his ancestors were NOT a part of the system of Perpetual Inherited American slavery. His ancestors were not IN-voluntary immigrants. His ancestors came here of their own will and never worked the fields of cotton, of rice, of tobacco.

This is not to slander anyone, I am glad we have an African American presidential candidate. It is just a terrible reminder that the brands of slavery that my ancestors received have yet to be removed. The decedents of slaves in this country, with few exceptions, are still second class citizens. Now that we are fed up; now that we will take it no more; now that we will no longer do manual labor or serve food to the masses for little to no pay; now that we would rather sell drugs to our own people then work for the scraps from Master’s table; now we are of no use to this country; now they ship us to big buildings of concrete and steel, with iron bars. To hold us, and for us to work for nothing. They force us to work and feed us scraps; they don’t allow us to own anything. They have a commissary where we are forced to pay for are needs with the tiny earnings we receive. We stay indebted and receive no real education. They ship us in like packages, they rip us from our families and severe the ties between fathers and children. But what am I describing.

What has changed? What year is it? “08” A leap year where Middle Eastern powers fight with Western powers for oil rights. An election year where a Democrat appreciated for his incredible speaking prowess and ideals about the power of the people is pitted against a conservative Republican who served in Southeast Asia. A year where the Olympic Games divert Americans from the strife and civil unrest taking place at home and abroad. A year where Bosnia and Herzegovina struggle about annexation and independence. But what year is this 1908 or 2008? What has changed?

My slavery is still real. I need someone to understand that this is just another cycle. This is just another version of the same story. “History is just one big remix”.[1] How many opportunities will God give us to change? How long will he let injustice prevail? How patient can God be before he brings down the fire this time?

Where does this journey end for me? For those who I love? If I am going to share my life with someone, with anyone, they must see what I see. They must understand this perspective. They must know where we came from and where we are going. They must know how far we have come and how we have not moved at all. I need my wife to know this. To know me, you must know this. You must see the concrete and the bars of the old slave port and know that it is now the County Jail; a downtown slave market, in every city. I am not free. For a Black Man in American in 08, freedom comes at death. “Swing low sweet chariot, comin’ for to carry me home. Swing low.”


[1] Friend, C. A. (1994). A Conversation with Homies at the Lunch Table. Unpublished Speech. University of Pennsylvania.

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